I Can't Survive

I Stare Ahead As I Sit,
Waiting For The Pain To Hit.
My Body's Numb, But Eyes Are Dry.
No More Energy To Cry.

I Feel The Grief, I Feel The Pain,
But Tears Won't Fall As Fast As Rain.
How Can I Not Shed One Tear,
Knowing That You Aren't Here?

The Pain Is Starting To Grow Strong
Because I Know That You Are Gone.
And I'll Admit That It Hurts,
For Whatever It's Worth.

You're There One Day, Then You're Not
Oh, How I Miss The Joy You Brought.
It Never Left My Face Or Mind
When You Were By My Side.

I Run My Fingers Along The Pine.
I'll Never Forget Our Best Of Times.
I'll Keep You Deep Inside My Heart,
Like Where It Was From The Start.

I'm Staring Down At Your Casket,
But I Just Can't Seem To Grasp It.
And Then I Look Up At The Sky,
Passed The Birds And Clouds Up High.

I Know You're Happy And You're Safe,
But You're Too Young To Have A Grave.
My Heart Begins To Slowly Crack.
I Want You Here, I Need You Back.

My Legs Grow Weak, Then I Fall Down,
And Dig My Nails Into The Ground.
It Is Now That I Cry.
I Need You Here By My Side.

The Tears Flow Faster Down My Cheeks,
It's Hard To Think, Hard To Breathe.
My Heart Begins To Crack Inside.
Now That You're Gone, I Can't Survive..