Lacking...

Falling aching
Did it matter?
My choices laid before me
A place where no one cares
I breath in pain filled air
It collects in my heart,
My lungs, my soul
Does it matter
If I bleed?
Does it matter
What I need?
My tears fall freely
Unspoken, unheard
I'm over, done with
Why should I care?
For I lack the need
To let myself breathe
I lack the need
To let my heart beat
I lack the need
To live anymore
I'd rather bleed
Until I am no more...