I betrayed his trust, & his beliefs. I made a promise, that I thought I was able to keep. I kissed an old crush, while being back home for vacation, & now, I don't know whether to tell him my secret, or to completely trash it. I'd like to say it didn't matter, that it meant nothing. But it never really does, when you're confessing. Does it?
I made a mistake & now I must pay. Is a kiss, really worth losing him? That's a stupid question, sense I've already kissed & ran. I want to tell him, but I'm such a coward. I've been told "Some things, just aren't meant to be mentioned to others" could this be one of those things? I don't think so, he deserves to know.
I don't want to lose him, I don't want to ruin our life together. Although, I already have, & now I'm hiding in the dark. An old crush, is not worth losing my life with this man. I wish I could take it back, but my book doesn't bend. What do I do? Tell him, & beg him to forgive me? I'll lose him, if this is mentioned. I'm going back tomorrow morning & I get to see him once again.
-not really a poem, more of a, silent confession..
