Live with guilt

My heart is stained by darkness
Trying to take vengeance
I did terrible things
Perhaps the corners of my consciousness did it
Now I'm broken
More than broken
I'm alone
Accompanied only by grief and...
Misery
I have lived so long with this bitterness
Without it i would be lonely
this guilt is a infinite burden
My punishment for what Ive done
I want you to know
I am sorry