With every touch

With every touch, with every look
I can't help but shiver.

Memories flood my mind,
and I remember all the time.

Loved and lost, conquered all.
Wishing, hoping and praying i don't fall,
again.

I want an in, I need an out, can't decide how I feel, so i fight with all my might.

I have to catch my breath, so caught up that i forget.

Broken-hearted, that's how you left me.
Mangled pieces, is all I can see.

Every time I see you, I just can't help it.

I want you, I want you to want me, again.
But then I have to remind myself,
Note to self: you're no good for me.

Ps. Why won't this feeling leave...

---it's mixed and mangled, some words are lyrics from 'shiver' by shawn desman, can't get my thoughts right