It's me again. I wanted to tell you I hate you. I hate everything you've become or maybe everything you are, can't figure out if this has been you all along. I want you to know I don't care, you can screw around and mess with other people's hearts. I hear you're playing the game, your alter ego has finally taken control. Good luck with your conquests, it all seems just a mess.
I thought you should know you'll never know. I'll never let you back in, I'll never tell you what you did and how it affected me. I don't want you to know that I could never hate you, that I think about you everyday. I don't want you to know that I hope you miss me too, and that when I cross your mind-if i do at all, that it's always good.
Maybe in another life it could have worked, but then maybe you never really wanted it to. A coward at heart, you never could tell your egos apart. A sweet talker by nature, it's no wonder I fell for your every word. I guess you can say, my lesson's learned.
I hope you have a good life, even if saying that hurts me because I know I'm not apart of it. But someone close to me once said that you have to forget how you feel and remember what you deserve. You had it right when you said I deserve better. You just didn't realize that you had better in you. That's all disappeared now, I guess the guy i saw is gone for good.
I'd like to say keep in touch, that we could be friends, but we both know that can't happen. Too much has happened and it's time to call it quits. I'll keep my version of you close to my heart, when I see you I'll smile and play the part.
I hope you find whatever it is you are searching for.
