My life

What would happen if I were not here
It would be easier if I had 
nothing to fear

But what would happen to my friends
If I brought my life to an end

If my life came to an end
I would no longer have to pretend

I love my family I love my dad
But what does it matter if I'm sad

I can't live a lie for much longer
Me living or dying I have to ponder

I have the blade & I've brought it to my wrists
I think tonight i'll call it quits

I could not turn it around
So I'll hallar at ur boy from 6 ft. In the ground