My own Hell

In the end We are all just dedications
Words just to be remembered by
As people go on with their lives
They start to forget me

But not those who I was close to
They will remember longer
Either good or bad they feel the same pain
The will remember my name

But as for you
My love
My Hope
My Dreams

You will feel the pain greatly
For a little piece of you died with me
I didn't even get to see your face
Or hear your voice

As my life slipped away
You were my last thought
Your smile and laughs we shared
The tickles I gave you the love we made

If you could turn back time
would you let me know how you felt
Would you have told me not to go
Would you have said lets try to work this out?

If I could turn back time
I would have been nicer
Been on better behavior
Showed you how much you meant to me

But now I am in my own hell
The hell I created when I left
Left to be with you to have you in my arms
And now I live here forever in my own hell