Desire

HE cries his thoughts in front of me
I feel his pain but disagree
Why should he carry on this way
through so much hurt and more dismay

I give him dreams of solid gold
and wish my heart for him to hold
He sleeps beside her in such a fright
A tear i shed alone tonight

On days of warmth i feel the strain
An empty heart with no one to blame
The open hand that waits to close
Depressive thoughts that grow and grow

I see him smile, i clench my fist
I'm not the girl that he is going to kiss
I hold my breath and clam my mind
As i watch him leave as i fall behind

He is not the one I'm meant to keep
so I'll stand alone and then I'll weep
And think about what it would be like to be with him