My Cry My Plea For All To Hear

Don't tell me what to do
Don't tell me what to say
If I want to do something
I will do it my way

I'm sick of living by the rules
I'm sick of all the lies
I'm sick of the ending
Where everybody dies

I just want a change
In this cruel, unfair life
Full of horrible things
That cause a lot of strife

What should I believe in?
Will everything be alright?
Will I constantly be awake crying
Every single night?

I have all these thoughts
Running through my head
Making it as heavy
As a kilo of lead

Help me now
Save me from myself
I'm sick of being pushed aside
And sat upon a shelf

I want someone to care about me
The way I care for them
Being so confused
Is where my problems stem

I just want to be noticed
From all the other people
To do that I will scream
From a church steeple

I don't want the shadows
To encase me anymore
I'm going to spread my wings
By myself I will soar

I'd rather be with someone
Instead of being alone
From my lips
These words have been blown

In the rain
I will hide my tears
In the dark
I shall fight my fears

That special someone
Will help me one day
Cause I know
He will never truly go away