Lost Over Here

I didn't know what it meant,
That we were drifting apart.
Now I see we're not friends,
Is that because we don't have heart?

We went from being the best of friends,
To friends talk now and then.
I guess we're acquaintances now,
****, we're not even friends?

This is ****ing with my head,
I'm seeing you in my dreams.
I can't handle the world around me,
You've broken my self-esteem.

I don't even know what happened,
Was I too busy to listen?
Did I miss all the signs?
Did I miss the tears that glistened?

Was I just not what you needed?
Was I the one who faded?
You've left me falling down,
I'm lost, broken and jaded.

Just, talk to me please.
Let me the **** in.
I need to hear the words,
Tell me, was it my sin?

One day I'll find the strength,
To listen to those words.
Until then I'll break,
Slowly, lost in a blizzard.