J

I know it wasn't right
but how can it be wrong
i knew that it would happen
didn't think i would be long.

i cant help i think your perfect
that you smile brightens my day
my body aches from needing you
you take the pain away.

please listen for a minute.
do you hear that in my chest.
every time you look at me
it makes me catch my breath

I'm sorry if this is pointless
and if I'm wasting your time
but i really want to let you know
i wish that you were mine

and its driving me insane
because I'm tired of the fight
that happens with my mind and heart
every single night.

this really isn't fair to me
you keep letting go and pulling back
the strength to tell you no
is something i seem to lack.