Decision.

So its now or never
sink or swim
me heart is racing
and i want to give in
but the voices are laughing
there taunting your name
and this is what makes me
think ive gone insane
i dont know what im doing
theres no turning back
im broken im empty
just all out of wack
where am i going
theres nothing, cant see
im lost in the depths
in the darkest of me
dont know how i got here
cant see past the pain
its twisted and sick
fears all that i gain
a feeling pathetic
empty and used
lost in confusion
bloody and bruised
a hallowed out shell
of what used to be
a girl lost;forlorn
filled with pure misery.