Poem, i guess

It hurts.

the pain in my chest.

my arm is numb, i can no longer feel the blade press against my skin.

i can no longer see the blood as it drips to the floor.

a deep pool of emotions surrounds me as i lay lifelessly on the ground.

you were all i had left after losing everything.

now you no longer care and the pain hurts deeper.

as i look at my arm, i see i'm no longer human.

i'm a monster, all because of you.

my heart was a strong stone, but now cracked down the middle.

you forced me to show the world what was hidden so deep in my veins.

a lost, depressed little girl.

it's like living in a shell, so concealed.

but now i'm setting myself free.