Stuck on rewind

Its been awhile now, since we last spoke.
i barely remember how your voice sounds like.
or how your smile seemed so bright.
all i have are pictures now.
collecting dust within my mind.
i know its my fault for where we are now.
but i cant help but think of the times we kinda had.
all the hours we spent talking on the phone.
with the difference in time.
we never hung up.
while that was all happening.
i was sure in love.
but letting things get to me.
is what hurt us the most.
cause i did not follow my heart.
i ended up letting you go.
i cant help but realize the state I'm in now.
where as i belong to another here in the present.
but I'm stuck in the past that we once shared.
if i could take back time.
i know where I'd be.
deep in an endless conversation.
with nothing to talk about.
for those were our moments.
thats embedded in my mind.
the past i cant shake.
the path i did not take.
for its moments like these how i wish you were mine.
but I'm here right now still left behind.
so this constant reminder that I'm eternally lost.
resides in my life that I'm not there with you.
is the reason why I'm dying inside.
cause its all stuck on rewind.