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Did I make you feel bad?
Did I hurt you?
I never meant to.
I never did.
I never would.
I didn't know what I was doing.
I didn't put any thought in.
I didn't care.
I didn't care when you needed me,
When you were going to tell me that you were leaving.
I didn't listen.
And I lost the one person who actually loved me for who I was.
And I'll never get that back.
And I'll never get that.
And I'll never get to hold you
And I'll never get to tell you that I'm sorry
Because the last time I had my chance I was to immature
And too scared, and to naive.
But now that I've had months to think about it
I realized that I should have apologized.
I planned on it when I saw you, but you make me weak.
Those eyes, those lips.
They make me so weak.
I appreciate everything.
I appreciate all the efforts.
I appreciate you,
And everything you did do.
Where are you now?
I need you.
I NEED YOU.
I'm sorry.
I love you.
I really do love you, and I always have and I always will.
I need you lips
I need your hands
Your eyes
Your touch
Your embrace.