I Fought

Lost in a sea of faces,
Who don't notice I exist.
I don't want to be here,
But I'm forced to persist.

I have to keep on trying,
I have to learn to go on.
They were my best friends,
But now, they're gone.

Three years have passed,
Since I was left behind.
I shouldn't ****ing be here,
The truth I'm left to find.

So watch as the faces pass,
And don't that I'm here.
Perhaps it's because I died,
When I was afraid to fear.

Maybe I did sign up,
To the nothingness they sought.
And instead of pussying out,
Maybe .. Just maybe .. I fought.