Not Today..

I will always have to tell myself,
I'll be okay,
It'll be okay.

I'm stuck here in this God Forsaken place,
I can't wait till I get out of here,
And not deal with my stupid mother anymore.
But that'll be awhile.

It's okay,
It'll all be okay....
Someday,
But Not Today.

I wish he would do something,
And not just sit there and listen to me cry,
I'm sick of no one caring.

I wish I had a goddamn sibling that cared for me,
But that'll never happen.

I wish I had a family,
But that'll never happen either.
They're all just fake.
Putting on their fake smiles and personalities.

I wish someone,
Anyone...
Would care to even rescue me,
And take me somewhere else...
But that'll never happen..

I've found myself hiding,
Hiding away from the darkness,
Again.