As you can see,
I am not the best person
In the world.
But I try to be the best I can be.
My carelessness doesn't enthuse you .
My ways aren't as sharp as yours.
Will I be able to love you again?
I feel so lost without your help
And your presents in my life.
I miss you,
I miss myself,
I miss life,
Where has it gone?
Into the dark waste land of eternity?
The blood rushing to my head,
Fists clenching,
Stomach aching,
Going through everyday without you.
Still covered in the blanket of needles,
And still woven with regret and lies.
I'm bleeding,
I'm crying,
I'm slowly dying.
Thoughts of you,
Thoughts of death,
Where has my happiness gone?
My peaceful mind has struck to awe.
I'm missing life,
While everyone else,
Is moving on.
