Pretending

Ive been pretending for so long
It seems like everything is going wrong
I pretend to be something I'm not
It's something I would have never thought

I was fine until that bell ring
I knew that you were acting
I don't know if i could ever move on
Maybe all of this is gone

I go to school just to see you
But you're always with your crew
i might have no chance
But at least I can have a glance

Ive been pretending for so long
It seems like everything is going wrong
I pretend to be something I'm not
It's something I would have never thought

I think I need to stop
Or I will shed another teardrop.
And that honestly,
isn't what I want.