Don't leave me.

Today you told me that you wanted to commit suicide. My heart sunk and my stomach did 10 flips at once. My head started pounding really fast. I began to cry, one tear, then two, then five and next thing I knew I felt like I had enough tears to make a river.. And for a couple secconds it felt like I couldn't breathe. Like my life was just about to end, right there and then. I kind of wish I did though, cause if you die, I die. Your my world, I can't live without you.

I made you promise me you wouldn't do anything stupid and you wouldn't end your life. I told you that you were my bestest friend and you meant everything to me. And for the first time ever, I told you ; I love you. 1000 pounds got lifted off my shoulders, and even though you didn't say much and that you don't feel the same way, I was happy. Happy cause I finially didn't have to hide it anymore. & I was even more happy, I wasn't loosing you.

I'm all about smiles , and tears of joy now.
wonna know why, because I know I still have my besstest friend, aka my world. Thanks for not leaving me , I couldn't do it without you.

love you, so much. <3

* one of your besstest friends saying they were going to end their life is fxcken scary. Let them know you love them before it's too late. Try and change their mind. Do something smart that I didn't, tell an adult. !