Unspoken words

Always questioning your life...
but seem so happy all the time.
laughing and joking with friends...
they all see a beautiful intelligent talented young lady...
but little do they know...
you're suffering in pain of unspoken words...
emotionally trapped
in a dark whole which you now call home.
slowly fading off of this earth.
because of something that started off so small...
now erupting into something so big.
trapped in a seemingly uncontrollable state of mind.
the urge to speak out but something holding you back...
crying out for help
but no one ever hears you...
your late night Crays in bed because it still haunts you like it happened yesterday...
contemplating in your room on what to do...
glimpsing at the sharp razor that lies in your hand...
making your final decision.
gasp the last breath of you're life...
taking the razor and watch it slit deep and slowly into your wrist...
watching the blood fall...
crying tears of joy because you feel yourself slipping away completely off this earth...
(the room turns silent)
whoever seen it coming...
a beautiful intelligent talented young lady...
now gone off this earth because of...
unspoken words...