Im sorry ( just a poem)

To all it may concern,

i do apologize.

For all the mean things ive done..

For all the tears you'll cry.

I have surly had enough.

Tell her my goodbyes.

This wasnt all her fault..

Ive been dying inside.

I tried to stop myself.

But i didnt have the strenght.

For everything you taught me,

Id like to give my thanks,

Im sorry for whats happening,

Its right before your eyes..

I planned this for a while now,

this is my last goodbye.

And as the chemicals start to kick in.

Im passing in and out,

I barley have the strentgh

To even cry out.

These words are very hard to right,

Although its not so bad.

I want you to tell him,

He was the best i ever had..

I want you to be happy,

Im finally free.

Im not ungrateful,

But this life is not for me.

Each day was so hard to bare,

To wake up and breath,

I got so sick and tired, this

place i had to leave.

I dont want you to cry, its

nothing for you to be sad.

Just smile and know,

it didnt hurt that bad.

And as i finish this,

Ill lay my head to sleep.

No more crying my eyes out.

I no longer need to weep.

I feel this calm come over me,

Its only more to come.

I didnt want to go out fast,

It wouldnt be as much fun.

I did what i felt i deserved,

To fall in to deep sleep,

I wanted to see you again,

Even if its just dreams.

So goodbye my love ,

My soul my life,

Im sorry for the everythings,

Where we went in life.

I smile now,

No tears no pain,

Im sorry for all i did , it was done in vain.

Ill close these eyes,

Ill lay them to rest,

Let her know i tried,

I gave it my best,

Tell her not to worry..

Everything is fine,

Let them know i loved them.

until the end of time.

And all of my things belongs to

you and him,

I know i folded this game,

But life just would have win.

Im sorry i wasnt strong enough..

But im not sorry i gave in.

Know please dont follow,

In your hearts i still live.

Mind you guys, this is just a poem.