No control

by Confused   Feb 1, 2011


I can't stand this noise
I can't stand this rage
I can't ignore this voice
that screams inside my Head
the power it has over me
the things it yells
what it makes me see

I can't fight back
I can't think on my own
I can't ignore it
for I am all alone
fighting for my life
against this sound
that controls me

hearing my heart pound
as I draw the razor near
slowly slicing open my vein

the blood brings a smile
that takes away the pain
just for a moment I'm free
just for a moment I'm happy
and just for a moment I'm truly me

My mind is taken over again
and I turn back into misery
waiting for another chance
to be set free

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