Forgive Me

I have a closet filled with skeletons,
dead bodies under my bed,
skin under my finger nails,
blood staining my hands,

I feel like I'm running in a dream,
one i cant seem to get out of,
one that never sees light,
only darkness is above,

My cigarette burns,
ash so crimson with fire,
just like my body that day,
when i was filled with overwhelming desire,

My body goes limp,
with the weight you leave on me,
i doubt ill ever see you again,
just please, one day forgive me.