I can't count how many nights,
I have spent awake.
Awake thinking,
crying,
slowly vanishing.
Some nights,
I just need to talk to someone..
but no one is available.
Which convinces me,
that I am alone.
I will always be alone.
I have been tempted,
to tell you goodbye-
and leave you in the dust.
But I don't have the heart to do it.
I'm so scared,
and alone.
I feel vulnerable,
death is catching up to me.
Death will take me,
before anything else has the chance.
