My name is Audrey I'm 19 years old
I graduated High School
And Am now on my own
High School was Tough
I learned life really sucks
People cant be trusted
And they dont give a F ***
Lessons were learned
Feelings were hurt
Family still missing
Pieces were burnt.
Hearts were broken
Friends quit smokin .
None the less
Life Carries on
Like a merry little song
Love is in the Air
As life goes on
Time Passes by
Such happy times
He broke my heart
In a matter of Time
Giving up on "Love"
Giving up on "Faith"
The little girl within gave up, gave in
And began to pray.....
"Dear God
I know i have sinned I know i have failed I know i gave up when you were right at my tail. I'm Giving up God the game has been thrown, I'm all out of patience and my hearts beating slow, Just give up on me now as i already have, I'm not worth all this time just call me a cab, I'm giving up God my heart is to weak, Chance has been broken and you have given a week. You have tested me now and have tested me then, I'm on the brink of the ice berg and I'm ready to give in. Forgive me God for my Soul is weak I been trying for a lifetime and you've given a week. "Forgive him Audrey Forgive him now for it's not his fault he just had to skip town. I forgive you Daddy I forgive you now God Helps me Daddy and he never skips town.God You're wondering why you're wondering now why is she giving up? Why this? Why now?
To answer your question to answer them all, I'm on the brink of the iceberg and I'm ready to fall. As I have said before and I'll say it again, I'M GIVING UP GOD .....but I'm whole once again. Yes i have given up God but not as you think, I have given up worry and the power to think, I have given up tears, and I have given up hate, Yes I'm giving up God but not on life as you think, for you have given a week and i have jumped off the brink. I'm alive again I'm alive once more it the start of the Chapter and a closing of a door. The past is past the future within, I'm alive God i am alive once again and to start the chapter and to leave suspense Ill say Amen God but Ill never give in, You have blessed me now and you have blessed me then I need you now more than ever when it's time to begin. I'm falling God I'm falling now I'll be waiting God to find if I fell. But my eyes are open and my hearts still weak, tears are rolling down right off my cheek. But you know this God you know this well this is the dream I have been having and it's been giving me Hell! Answer me God answer me now! Why is this happening why me? Why Now!? I get it God I get it now I'll find myself God I'll find myself......now.
~Audrey Martinson
