I have this stranger man
whom i just picked
to help him to fixed his ashed heart
i let him in easily
cuz i know he's just a friend
days passed
we are still friends
but in a different level
i've known him for a lovely man
and a good partner,
if gave him a chance
he knows me of being a phobia tic to men
many guys have guts to confess
and turned all them down
its not that hated boys
"i just don't feel comfortable when they're around
in a different manner"
and he understand me
weeks and months are countless
yet i feel so sad when he needs to go
he ask if we will be still friends
after he'll return from his hometown
and i said that he will never fade to mind
that's been always thinking of him
and to my heart that never let a man inside
and then, day one without him, even miss calls or txt mess
i got nothing from him.
i log in to my FB, still nothing have change.
maybe his busy for something that he forgot to email me
2 weeks without communications is nothing as long as he is ok
and now its the 3rd week, i really feel so horrible.
i can't stand missing him
every night i always prayed that may our God help me to refrain the pain i felt for him.. . :(
