The thought is here, as I have feared, the meaning of life, has appeared.
And here I am, still living in dear; the thought still by me, as I live through my years.
I let my thoughts wonder, as they begin to sunder.
Over and under, now I move as I am blunder.
Today I lay, beneath the sunlight, as many thoughts fly by.
It leaves a trace with it's grace, as it floats away, sky high.
The thoughts are gone, but back again; they haunt me as a fear. So here I lay, in dismay, caught between my thoughts and fears.
Here I lay, with endless thoughts.
Thoughts of sorrow and despair.
With each breath I take, brings me closer to my worst fear.
My heart skipping enduring beats.
Here I am, staring deep into my own reflection.
Memories try and take me back.
But I'm not the girl I knew yesterday.
Here I am, finally understanding the meaning of life.
My biggest fear.
