Finally giving up

Im living a life going nowhere fast
Riding in a car ready to crash
Mommy and daddy could really care less
That their daughter is one giant effing mess
Im ready to say eff it and just give in
I cant take much more of this life that Im livin
I do it all and expect nothing back
Just a little respect, I guess thats too much to ask
As a little girl I was left with bruises, scars, & welts
No one understood the pain that I was dealt
No one bothered to listen, nor did they even care
They didnt even try to help, they just sat and stared
You cant imagine just how much fear I had
Wondering what Id do next to piss off my dad
Anything little and man did his voice shout
Anything big and daddys fists would come out
Mom was no better she watched the pain be inflicted
Even though I begged for help she would turn and dismiss it
Im older now and dealing with the same situation
Im still living with all the pain and devastation
Its not physical anymore but its still not right
Emotional pain is worse it makes you lose insight
They both tell me Im worthless and nothing in their eyes
And when Im needed they feed me their *I love you* lies
It takes a real cold person to do what they do
And make me suffer my whole life through
No matter what I do its never enough
I guess this girl is finally giving up.