A Letter To God.

Dear God;
First Of All, I Wanted To Ask You A Question. Why Me? The Rest Of The World May Not Understand This Question Properly, But Im Shur In Your Eyes It Is Clear Of What I Meen. So God, Why Me? Is There A Way That You Can Explain To Me, To Talk To Me? Show Me A Reason For Me To Keep Smiling Day After Day, To Keep Living In This Hell. Im Not Saying My Life Is Horrible, I Have The Family That The Little Kids In Orphan Homes Dream Of Having. This May Sound Selfish To Stangers, Or Even To My Parents Who I Am Closest With- And Sometimes I Even Think Its Selfish Of Me. But Really, In Reality.. I Dont Ask For Much. I Work, Work, Work.. For Everything I Have. I Get Nothing Handed To Me. I Earn Eveything I Own. Some Have It So Easy, And I Dont Envy Them, Because I Know In The End I'll Be The Stronger Person. I Want To Be somebody, But It Gets So God Damn Hard That SometimesI Just Want To Fall To My Knees And Cry, Cry, Cry. But I Dont. Because Where Will That Get Me? Crying Is A Sign Of Weakness And I Dont Want To Be Remembered As Weak. God, I Am Faithful Towards You. I Dont Go To Church, I Dont Pray eveynight, And Im Not Going To Lie Sometimes I Say Your Name In Vein. But Im Not A Bad Person, And In My Heart I Believe In You. Im Not A Sinner, But I Sin. EveryBody Makes Mistakes In There Lives, And Im just Asking Why? Why Cant Everything Just Go Over Smoothly Without Any PotHoles In The Road? I Dont Know Who I Am, Because Eveything Is Constantly Changing and I Simply Lost Myself.
Help Me, God? Please. Help Me Realize Who I Honestly Am.

Amen.