Well, I've been trying,
but I've been dying,
and I've been lying to myself,
now I feel useless,
with no excuses,
your memory abuses my health,
I can't remember,
a colder December,
than that September in your heart,
and I can't escape it,
I can't erase it,
no, I can't replace what you tore apart,
Now I am finding,
this road is winding,
and you're neverminding all I say,
now all that we shared,
is leavin' me scared,
that you never cared anyway,
I can't remember,
a colder December,
than that September in your heart,
and I can't escape it,
I can't erase it,
no, I can't replace what you tore apart,
Well, this is hopeless,
but I guess that hope is,
and I can't cope with all these scars,
because I need you,
because I breathe you,
now you are free, and I'm behind bars,
I can't remember,
a colder December,
than that September in your heart,
and I can't escape it,
I can't erase it,
no, I can't replace what you tore apart,
Well that September,
colder than December,
I still remember,
how I cried,
the things you said,
the tears I shed,
now I feel dead,
on the inside,
And I can't remember,
a colder December,
than that September in your heart...
