Fat..

I look in the mirror
and see me stare back
a big fat person
with empty eyes.

I pinch the fat
and will it to be gone
but i know its there
and this depression has won.

i cry and cry
eat and eat
purge and again
until I'm empty once more.

its not making any difference
i still look fat, feel fat,
people keep saying..
"Hannah you look so thin"
no i don't, don't lie to me.
I'm fat fat fat :'/