All I can do is sit here & smile stupidity while my tears stream down my face. My pathetic, oblivious need to have you in my life has created such a broken heart I'm at a loss for words. The trust I handed you, on such a thin layer of glass, just broke into a million little pieces. And unlike the past , where I came running back with glue & determination to fix it, I can't do it anymore. I finally realize it was never me that was the problem, it was you. & I should of known all along.
