Mommy, Im asking

Mommy, you said I could ask you anything.
So now I'm asking this,
Is it ok if I end my life?
This pain is getting to be too much.

Mommy I'm asking you now,
If I can say my final goodbye.
The sleepless nights are one big nightmare.
And I cant see the light in the lingering darkness.

Mommy, you said that there's bumps on this road,
And Ill get over them if I try.
But mommy I've tried every moment of every day,
And I cant get past this sadness.

Mommy, I'm asking you now,
Why it is no one can see,
That every time I try,
They only disappoint me.

Mommy, I only ask you one more thing,
When I die, which will be very soon
Will I still feel this pain?
The pain thats caused so much tears?

Mommy, I dont know why,
But I think I need to die.
I'm taking up so much space.
That can be used for someone better than me.

So here I go, one final time.
This is my final goodbye.
Now I'm on the edge of the cliff,
And jumping my way to heaven.

Good bye mommy,
Good bye daddy,
Good bye to all my friends and family.
I'm sorry, but I needed to die.

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