Confession

My dearest lost love,
It is easy to tell you that I never meant to do those things to you
But it is never easy to live with the regret
Why I didn't love you the way I loved him?
I wish I could have loved you like that
But you, him, the things that matters the least, mattered the most and never let me do that
It is true that there are sometimes I really felt falling in love with you
But I couldn't carry it longer
It is true that I gave my word not to break your heart, not to hurt you, not to make you feel alone again
But the time, the things happened in between us, paved the way for it
You didn't care about me any longer, neither do I
All those things made me realize that it is all over between us
I cannot forget you calling me 'My dearest rose'
I cannot really forget the way I treated you..Your harsh words, my harsh words which probably you and I never intended to use
My dearest love, all that I can say is, I never meant to do them to you
But I had to do them, to make you understand that you are with the wrong person, to make you understand that you and I are never meant to be
I wish all from my heart that you would find the best gal in the world, at the right time at the right moment
Someone million times better than me
Someone who can be by your side all the time, someone who cares about you
Someone who REALLY LOVES you