I thought

I thought i was strong
keeping it inside
but i guess i wrong
all the times i tried to hide.

you hover above me
a daunting cloud
can't hear or see
this silence is loud.

I've told now,
but it's taking my life
i couldn't say how
but i reach for the knife.

just one slice
and I'll bleed
I'll rest so nice
it's what i need.

a quick escape
from all this
so i can reshape
the life i miss.

where i am in control
and i have no fear
my life on a roll
my death so near...