At times I sit and wonder how you could be so cruel.
I never realized how I could be such a fool.
Like the ocean takes the sand, you laid your love in the pawn of my hand.
I didn't realize it would be so hard,
so hard living with a man who doesn't know how to play his cards.
I was blinded by the love you gave me,
thought you'd come to save me.
Oh, I was so wrong, that's why I felt I had to play this song.
You put me on a test, and I swear, my heart really beated in my chest.
Never have I felt a connection this strong,
yet so unconditionally wrong.
You were the best thing in my life,
until you showed me how to use a knife.
I laid immobile in my bed, waiting for you to ease my pain.
The pain I never thought I would feel,
how could something so true become so unreal?
You destroyed me, and I felt like I were all alone in this wide world.
The days went by and all I could do was cry.
You made me feel like a prisoner,
waiting in pain to finally meet my rescuer.
I wanted to touch freedom so bad!
I am no longer sad, freedom has come to me... at last.
Now I can finally call you my past.
