Goodbye dad

It's been a few months since our last talk
I don't know what to do
but I need to stay strong
I need to let you go

growing up I wasn't what you expected
I was playing with dolls instead of cars
your beating and neglect
left me with bruises, left me with scars

I still love you and will till the day I die
but I need to make a choice
I can not let you break me down anymore
I need to listen to my inner voice

This is my goodbye
I need inner peace
I need to feel free
so I am begging you please

stop playing games with me
I am your daughter
raise my hopes up high
but you never acted like a father

you were never there
you always made me cry
It's hard to finally let go
but this is my definite goodbye