You didn't give much thought too breaking my heart, pulling all those cliche lines. Are you proud? 'its not you, it's me' that's what you said, I thought after everything we had been threw, I deserved a little better, a little deeper then that. You say she makes you happy? What makes her different then me? I was just the flavour of the week? Something too past the lonely time, i often wonder, is it the cloths she wears? Or the colour of her hair? Because when it comes too you, personality isn't cared for. I did alot of lieing for you? I lost
Alot of friends along the way, you kept saying being together would be worth it, you also promised that you would stay. I thought i made you happy, i didnt know your eyes were on her, you never even spoke her name. Things aren't getting easier since you ran away with her, the empty chest feeling hasn't gone away, the days are still hard, and there's the nights I barely make threw.And every sad song reminds me that I have never been able too live without you. So use are together every second? Is her company so amazing?
Does her smile make you weak. Is she everything you want, is she more. I'm swallowing my pride and finally telling the truth, you hurt me and its not okay, and it's not something I'll ever get used too, no one could possibly get used too this, I became a good liar telling you I was fine, but I got tired of constantly using that line. Is she that good on the mattress that I never cross your mind? I'm sorry I have scars, I didn't know she was so farking perfect. I bet she's a little princess, had everything always given too her. Even you.so you can keep your fake apologys. And your cliche lines, I cant force you too love me, you don't care what you left behind.
