I miss my old self, the girl that was once too afraid too kiss a guy, i miss when relationships meant more than one thing. i miss when nobody cared what you wore, or how your hair looked. i miss when the world wasn't so farking depressed, i miss when goodbyes weren't the sad type, i miss when people didn't take lollies of strangers because lately we trust all the wrong people, i miss when best friends didn't fight over a boy, i miss when we all didn't hide ourself behind makeup, i miss when we didn't give ourself away just because were scared the boy will leave, i miss when sleepovers meant late nights watching scary movies, instead now its partying doing everything you dont really want too do, i miss when people weren't on drugs in all the photos, i miss when we weren't starving ourself too be thin. i miss when we could tell our parents anything, and it was all okay. i miss when boys weren't the confusing kind, i miss when i was a little kid, because our child hood never warned us about how hard life would be.
fairy tales never warned us about broken hearts, and how much they hurt.
our parents always said to do the right thing, but they never told us how convincing peer pressure is.noone ever told us about how mean friends can act. noone ever told us about how evil this world is, or how regrets and what ifs can really mess with your head. i wish someone could have told me how believable the lies are. and how hard it is in life if your not absolutley gorgeous, or absolutley smart. and now i wish i had never grown up
