You Have To Know..

I love you darlin. You are perfect to me. I know you're not mine, and you're never going to be mine, but I can't stop loving you. I wish things were different...I wish you were mine. I can feel my heart breaking everytime you look at me, but then your smile quickly pieces it back together. Even after all of the pain you've caused me, I still love you. I love you even though you're with someone else. I love you even when my heart breaks at the thought of never being with you. I have dreams that we are together, living this perfect life and everything is alright. If I had it my way, I would sleep forever...because that's the only place where "me and you" is possible. I made a deal with God last night...I told him that I will never ask him for anything again...if he would just make you mine...it would be worth it. I'll never lose hope that one day you will be mine.....I'll always believe.