I see the clouds in the sky before I notice it's blue.
I take everything as false until it is proven true.
I see every girl with a first kiss as someone that is used.
I greet my friends and family with the darkest of bad moods,
I don't care about being original, unique, or brand new.
I suffer for hours before I can pull through.
I'm scared to try because I didn't get a redo,
Because you said I overdo everything I do,
So now I do everything with nothing worth value.
And when I look back just as a review,
I realize one thing that is absolutely true:
I am who I am today because of you;
That is why I hate you.
