Pain Gonna End?

WHEN IS THE PAIN GONNA END?
I'M GOING THROUGH TO MUCH,
I'M SUPPOSE TO BE HAVING FUN,
BUT INSTEAD OF THAT,
I'M ACTING TOUGH.

I SEE THINGS DIFFERENTLY THEN WHAT THEY REALLY ARE,
BUT PEOPLE TAKE THINGS JUST A LITTLE BIT TOO FAR!

I'M DIFFERENT,
I LOVE DOING ME,
BUT I'M SUCH A CARING AND LOVING PERSON,
SO WHY DO PEOPLE ALWAYS END UP HURTING ME??

I TRY TO LIVE IN PEACE,
BUT IT'S HARD,
LIKE I SAID,
PEOPLE TAKE THINGS JUST A LITTLE BIT TOO FAR!

I'M CRYING OUT ON THE INSIDE,
CAN YOU HEAR MY CALL,
THE OLD ME JUST DIE,
BUT I'M TRYING MY BEST NOT TO SLIP AND FALL.
WHY DO I STILL CRY INSIDE?
I PROMISED I'LL BE STRONG AND HOLD MY HEAD UP TO THE SKY!

LIKE I SAID,
WHEN IS THE PAIN GONNA END?
WHEN CAN PEOPLE START TO BUT THEIR WORDS INTO ACTION, AND NOT PRETEND?

THIS FEELS RIGHT,
BUT WHY IS MY HEART STILL KIND OF BENT?