My First Love

Girl, to be honest
You're the first who make me falling in love
i don't know how to say about this feeling
so i think i just pour out in this text
i never get stressed with a girl before
i never get jealous as much as this time before
i never get crazy when a girl ignoring me before
i never get mesmerized with a girl's smile before
i never feel so happy when i sit next to a girl before
i never dream about a same girl every night before
i never remember anything even a small thing about a girl before
i never get so nervous when i look into someone's eyes before
i never silenced when i'm joked with a girl before
i never smile myself when i recall my memories with a girl before
i never plan many beautiful moments before
i never afraid of losing someone before
there so many feeling i had since you came to my mind
i can't explain all of them
and the last thing i never done
is crying all over the night for a girl
this is the first time for me and the girl is you
i hope my tears won't end in vain
but i wish someday you will realize how much you mean to me
how much i love you, how much i need you
then look back to me and smile
saying that you feel the same way to me