My biggest fear is being too close to a girl
I always fall in the same hole
I'm in love with my own best friend
once we tell our story to each other
we hang out together
we bully each other
we joke in our chat like a dating
we do silly things together
and unexpectedly a new feeling emerged about you
I start to get restless when I'm not in contact with you
I try not to start chat with you
but I can't because I start missing you too
I'm so afraid about this
I'm afraid if you know it you'll stay away from me
Because it happened to me before
I will hold this feeling as long as I can
I won't tell you about this
until you realize it by yourself
But even you've already known it
and if it turns out you feel the same way to me
I don't want to be your boy
I still want to be your bestfriend no matter what
because I know to become your boy, it will curb you
but a bestfriend is different
he won't only be your boy
he can be your consultant when you're in a problem
he can be your direction when you're lost
he can be your guard when you're in danger
he can be your dad who scold you when you're wrong
he can be your brother whom you can act silly with
he can be your teddy whenever you need a hug
he also can be your romance when you need love
he can be whatever you want
