Jealous

I was close to saying, but it was just,
And the cloud burst into pieces.
A feeling not believed, mistrust.
From water to flame; it ceases.

I'm falling, what the wind can't catch,
Why'd you lift me up at all?
I let you in to be detached?
But... I just let down my wall...

Strolling in the woodland sun,
Between the shadows of the trees.
Stumbled when I began to run,
And love just scraped it's knees.

Begin again in a yellow sunrise,
And pretend you weren't so distant.
Breathe; inhaling all my "why's",
This calm, so inconsistent.

Reflecting pool of rat wheel races,
Am I the one not real?
Floating on clouds and just-in-cases,
Or are you that afraid to feel?

Lost together, or so I thought,
But reality's clearing the path.
Inside your touch, you feel distraught,
And my eyes can't hide their wrath.

Green with envy; you turn from me,
Orange sunsets go black.
No reason did I give to thee...
So where are you when I turn my back?

What's her name? I bet she gawks,
Does she run to catch your text?
You left her out of pillow talks.
Are you preparing for the next?

Please, can I have some fcking compassion?
I'm being betrayed by them!
Every woman who cheated, reaction,
No faith in me; condemn.

Your past destroys our loves potential,
Insecure and overzealous.
Invisible tears, the questions torrential...
When the one you have is jealous.