My Bad Love.

I was waiting for a call,
to tell me he was okay.
Stumbling, I tried not to fall,
Mumbling to myself but know knowing what to say.

He was drinking, so I told him to stay,
but he didn't listen and went anyway.
I watched as he drove away,
Hoping he would be okay.

I realized I had been drinking too,
As I was driving down the road.
I thought to myself, I love you.
And then I screamed as headlights glowed.

Screaming I realized I had ran into another car,
And I felt really bad.
I was hoping my boyfriend wasn't far.
So he wouldn't be as sad.

I realized he was near
As I started to cry,
Moving to my car, the rear,
I had realized he was going to die.