Focus

The harder I think, the more I forget.
I try to focus. Memories blur.
Frustrated, I glare at my computer screen.
The soothing sound of the strings echo through my headset.
I want to remember.
Ever word.
Every thought.
Every laugh.
I cannot remember.
I cannot see it any longer.
My head starts to pound.
I start to question as to why.
I grieve long after others cease.
I start to cry long after tears have dried.
Where was I?
When was it?
Why now?
Focus.
Tears.

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Written kinda fast. Just the first things that popped into my head. It's how I felt... How I feel. Even now.
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