I am better now

I know I can't go back
But can I turn around to see what we once had
I miss you like crazy from time to time
But that goes away since I heard you are a dad

I see your face in my dreams
I scream your name at night
I wanna fell you close to me
Feeling like this gives me a fright

I don't why I still love you
Can you tell me why I still need you
I want to be able to sleep again
Too bad my feelings for you will always be true

I know I don't want you back
I just need that feeling
Thinking of you none stop
How it has my heart reeling

In circles I spin
Your name stuck in my head
I wake up in the mooring screaming
So many tears I have cried in bed

One day I want you back
The other I want to forget you
From my memory I want you gone
I hope you are very happy you two

Someone out there will love me
I will find him one day
And unlike you treated me
He will never leave my heart at bay

Close he will hold me
Everyday and night he will say I love you
And from the opposite how you made me feel
I know he will love me threw and threw

You have last me for good Caleb
I am better off all alone
Because one day I will be happy
Like a dog who just got her bone